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[03 Oct 2006|11:54pm]

For those who love Contemporary art...
... this is society of fans and visitors of Contemporary art museum - KIASMA, situated in the center of Helsinki. Everybody who's interesting in the modern and contemporary arts in common are also welcomed! Working languages: Finnish and English.


[02 May 2003|04:10pm]

[ mood | blank ]

this community is now abandoned__!#%

[26 Apr 2003|02:55pm]

[ mood | disappointed ]

i used to go by ijustdied & i run this place..

theres a slight problem tho..
i cant remember the damn password.
which means i cant make any changes to the community.

i seriously dont know how this happened.
i had it written down & everything.
but it doesnt work.
i tried every password i use.. & nothing works
i would have it emailed to me
but the account i have it listed under is no longer accessable.

so yeah.. this place may be abandoned soon.
nobody seems to give a damn about it &
now that i have no access...
its kind of pointless.

(looks down)

i miss the old RoS


5 am neon [21 Apr 2003|09:30pm]

[ mood | cynical ]

the train smells
like a wet dog
sleepwalking faces
blink sluggishly
under harsh neon lights
ghostly stops flash by
dirty tiles
and garish ornaments
a lunatic's idea
of cheerfulness
the lower rungs
of urban hell
both outside and inside the train
mood oscillates
between explosive boredom
and carefully pent-up aggression
it could change,
you know
with every new stranger
that gets on the train
upwardly mobile derelicts
whose work-related depression
keeps them
just one tiny step away
from the urban outcasts
that just savour the warmth
unkempt and muttering
early morning public transport nightmare
when the city's uncharitable face
peers at you
without make-up
through dirty subway windows
and every horror movie
seems plausible
in the half-light
on your way
to wherever you needed to be
so urgently

christine - april 20th, 2003, all rights reserved


the glitterati [10 Apr 2003|04:50pm]

1. faith

you say pray peace
cry your desolate tears.
even though i have faith you have none
look in the mirror it's not me it's you
cry desolate, desperate, sobbing confusion.
and questioning certains.

2. ode to keats

vision became focused
pen straightened
certainty leapt like the glittering diamond
to now.

you, shadowed
candlelit observer
knew further than future
yet nothing.

death your inspiration.
driven through avalanche like fourwheeldrive
roaring, nameless

died of a bad review they said
get out more
don't wallow
time is precious.

you know;
in words, you said, life forever
he knew it,
so we do now.

3. retort

find no satisfaction here.
look for nothing, for nothing is there.

we're in this together now (notgonnagetus) [26 Mar 2003|01:44am]

[ mood | calm ]


wrote for
my love, my life, my everything

the wish of a raindrop

i once needed rescuing –
a damsel in distress
but now i’ve found myself
& you

you’ve embraced me &
my wounds
and now they finally heal

i cherish the little things we share --
the silent moments of absolute comfort
the silly things you do that i desperately try to understand
the heated discussions that bring us closer

every day we reach a new kind of love

you’ve helped me see things in a light
i would have never discovered on my own

with each step we take as one…
i find more of myself

thank you

thank you for being there when no one else was
thank you for accepting my many flaws
thank you for fighting me when i assume i'm right
thank you for not letting go when i push you away
thank you for loving me

most of all…
thank you for helping me love myself

Depri Miller

i love you, Jason


Hello [17 Mar 2003|03:47pm]

[ mood | calm ]

Hi, just thought I'd let you know a little bit about me considering you probably like to get to know new members.

I'm 16 and from Las Vegas, NV. My interests are photography, reading, and writing. I've been writing a lot of fiction lately, so maybe I'll post some of it here. I can't post any of my photography because I don't have a digital camera or a properly working scanner.. maybe someday.

Well, I guess that's all for now.

1 soul|sparkle

it's happening... [10 Mar 2003|04:56pm]

[ mood | determined ]

i've made my anti-war flyer, now all i have to do is go to staples and make a thousand copies.
i've bought www.soulrevolution.org.uk and once my application has been approved it's mine and i'm going to start building a creative anti-war community and database.
There's a hallam stwc meeting on thursday and i'm giving up the paper to go because this is the most important thing now. Nothing else matters.
I've volunteered to do a stall on Friday afternoon and hopefully they'll take me up on my offer. As i said, nothing else matters.

if anyone fancies distributing some of these flyers (they've got a pretty horrific image on the front) please let me know and i can make some special copies without all the sheffield details and send them through snail mail.
similarly, if anyone wants to get involved with the website in any way whatsoever (ideas, design, articles, artwork) please please do... i need as much help and support as i can get.

this war is about money, power and greed. it is about political, military and economic control of the middle east by the US, and if we let them get away with it, it will never end.
i don't know about you, but i do NOT accept this. I will do whatever it takes to avoid this war. i do not want to live in a world full of hatred, greed, ignorance and violence.
if you agree, then now is the time to prove it.
(sorry for crossposting, but this is important)

2 souls|sparkle

As this world prepares for another war... [23 Jan 2003|05:21pm]

[ mood | melancholy ]

...I find myself thinking about the effects the last one had on my family more often. I had one grandpa who couldn't hear the birds sing anymore since a bullet hit him in the head in France. I had a step-grandpa without toes. He lost them as a POW in Russian mines. And then there's the other one, the one I just never knew. Here's a little something I wrote about that.

1 soul|sparkle

new year, new poem! [05 Jan 2003|01:52am]

[ mood | happy ]

viole(n)t introspection

shutter breath girl
knapsacked girl
on-the-dole girl
hippy girl

choosing and losing
sanity, swiftly.

un-done girl
born-again girl
whirling girl
where's-it-gone girl

time and her edifices ate your bastard cracker
ate your swollen humour
and you ate time

like sugar
or coffee
or water.


The Escapologist [25 Dec 2002|06:00am]
When I call in stinging words,
All comes to this;
A single past with eyes of green,
I touched a plastic paradise.

Once upon a hate filled time,
Words touched in marks of age,
The sting of salt filled years,
Inflamed and warped I stand.

A reverance for ungodly acts,
I take the past as a bunker,
Locked, walled and comatose,
I live in peace, where I let life.

I swallow my key and hide,
Where I can be,
And it is easy,
So easy.

Pixie (25/12/02)
::be kind, I have been unable to write for the longest time::

it's over now [18 Dec 2002|09:19am]

[ mood | drained ]

no mourning of losses
no lamenting my mistakes
I should pick myself up
and get on
with my life

no use crying
over spilled milk
and broken promises
silver linings
are a tad hard to see
when the winds of change
blow dirt in your eyes

but no nourning I said
no more tears
life goes on
and if I repeat this litany
of platitudes
often enough
I may believe it

3 souls|sparkle

Website [07 Dec 2002|06:04pm]
[ mood | blah ]

I put the Revelation of Souls website back online. Needs some updating... but I'll do that when I can be bothered. Bleh!

I have a serious lack of motivation at the moment.

erm yeah. I think I was "futiledreams" or "shinysparkle" or some such crap when I posted here last.

i wanted to destroy something beautiful...

2 souls|sparkle

id rather be in love with you [06 Dec 2002|07:33am]

[ mood | anxious ]

life is not love.
life is pain & tears & loss.

we live not to find happiness,
but to endure the sorrows.

we are given love as a toy.
entertained & smiling,
we vow to remain.

we are told to remember & hold on to the good,
yet the bad needs no concern,
it embraces you.

live not in search of someone to make you smile,
but of someone to take the hand that holds your pain.

Depri Miller

3 souls|sparkle

[09 Nov 2002|11:58am]

- - - - - - - - - - -

Demonstration of devastation; the daily callings
Sprung to life
Briefly touching on her fingertips
Piecing jubilant stars that fell
From his sky.

Clearly pushed by ghosts that dance
Dispositions claim fiasco
As all-clear winner
Oblivion sinner
Censuring pink-dipped hearts
Hindering a summer's haze

- - - - - - - - - - -

At last; alas
More time for contemplation
Or flimsy deliberation waiting
For the doors that slam
Keeping promises submerged with glee
The letters slept unopened
By the crumbling
Of the soundless night.

- - - - - - - - - - -

And if you miss a beat
Or a trailer
Feel your way around the fragile
Shrubbery, light-blue leaves
Ease the sorrow through the wind
But never
Give them
A heart ..................... to break.

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